I have a podcast episode!

open.spotify.com/show/3wjEPYht9yicpBhrr184aN I was a guest on this podcast. If you'd like to hear more about my story of losing my brother and a tiny bit about losing my son, have a listen. I hope it inspires something in you today. I love talking about John and Joshua because they inspire me to live better every … Continue reading I have a podcast episode!

John

After someone you love is gone, you rarely get the opportunity to talk about them anymore. You don't want to make your friends feel awkward and frankly, after time, you just don't have any new memories or stories to share. This is what I miss; John being a part of my life now. New people … Continue reading John

The Library

Throughout the years I've often wondered what John was thinking or feeling that day in the library. At Leawood Elementary School they told my parents that most of the killing was done in the library.My mom knew that John went to the library to work on his homework during lunch because he had an after … Continue reading The Library

The funeral.

  We had a memorial service for John at Foothills Bible Church. I think John's was one of the first funerals out of all of those killed. We drove in a limo to the service. It would have been cool, if we weren't going to my brother's funeral. As we exited the limo, there were … Continue reading The funeral.